nowhere near

can't fake a lack of space
if there is none,
there is none.

nobody told me so
i just know
and space won't grow
it fills
and then some.

crazy is as crazy does
what is, was
in a afterglow of because

guess what
the air is not clear
nowhere near
'cause i see,
i hear

irrelevant by default, or fear

a lack of space faked is a barely awake state
that i can't afford
or paste
over my already over indulged (in)sense-(of)ability to fall

and so
i do nothing
at all
but watch one stall