im bored..

i mindlessly indulge
you
whether or not it's see-through
clearer than clouds,
everything in the sky
(this is a song you have not heard)

i can look at either side
top or bottom
different view

it LOOKS like i could
stand on them
bounce lightly off them,
run freely
feel softness on my bare feet
nevertheless,
not free fall through miles of blue
and
crash.

and looking up,
it's far far far away
cotton candy, purer though
something you see glow
but can find gray
so
quickly
something of appearances
deceiving,

i don't
trust
it
i don't
at
all

a girl says:

whatever she feels like

a girl says
don't waste time faking rain
i'll taste the difference

don't you have better things to do..

i'm easily distracted
and about to tire
of this view