black or white

spinning around
in
awe of design
and baby,
..it's fine
that none of it's mine
but i wonder
..sometimes
if maybe
you'd mind

(if so inclined)

silly girl whines
about 'finding real'

paints pictures of
fear on her hands,
love in her head
instead

she knows though.
no matter how realistic
it won't jump off the canvas
ever

but it is of no help
that random moments of
wishful thinking
and coincidental nothingness
happen to be a
beautiful shade of azure blue
and deep jade green
if you know
what i mean