instant regret

i'm not running in either direction
with any intention
not sitting entrenched in
whatever's unmentioned

the sound of real kept bouncing off the walls
the stalls
and who plays pretend
towards some 'end'
and extends that till
never never land lets me in
come on, read that again
make assumptions about it, you know you want to

i began to speak these words
when i knew the world was about to end

'the world', sick
how sick is that
i was never even up to bat? awesome

i don't even care to go in any
direction
ever
again

i'll sit right here
making real of myself
and make fun of your instant regret for my existence

nevermind wrong place wrong time
that was my problem