awake is the new hate

i hate you
and the sound of everything i can't see
you
drive
me
to

the needle
the haystack
the no-one-else-is sudden flashback

ignorant blissful me is dead
she sucked on the sweetness
of frivolousness
and it was tasting mighty fine

now it's sickening
the lingering of stale sweat
a hole filled while soul is chilled
void of all passion of the brain yes the brain

all things intriguing have turned
sour
in
your
breath
and you are holding your damn breath
why do I turn blue?!

you tainted my view

i hate hate hate you

blind me
cover my face.

obliterate

erase.

backspace..

i hate
..so fake,
inspired lie
rests angrily on my lips
moves my hips
drives me
to

where is the sound of you
i
can't
see

let it be

i hate
you