f#*k that (and other epiphanies)

go ahead, be a mystery
a delicacy.
unravel me.
i won't argue
or interfere
or steer clear.

however

i don't excavate
commiserate
hesitate

i don't wait

and wait
and wait

i don't *try* pry open the oyster
i don't *ponder* the pearl

so you are
who you are
and i like
what i like
and i don't care
if i am supposed to *wait*
to actually see the blue
that i know has helped make the green
that is visible

'cause the only one
deciding i should *wait*
is me

f#*k that

i want what i want
and you're it
or not

don't care if you're *it*
under that pile of laundry
i am not doing your laundry
to find out.