snap

spent thirty-one years
letting sad drown me
spent the last hour
letting anger devour me

first time in my life
i wanna drive fast
i wanna make this real
i wanna make this last

i figured it out
i fall in love with mirrors
seven years bad luck,
worth seeing clearer
'i'm not worth it,
so neither are you'?
is that so?
well, fuck you too

spent the last four years
letting love tell me where to go
spent the last hour
practicing 'no'

spent thirty-one years
in the lost & found
spent the last hour
burning all of it down